07
Mar 05

Useful software

There are a few utilities I use that are indispensable for making my life easier. I have tried several different programs, but only a handful are worth using.

  • File syncing / backup / remote backup – Windows doesn’t come with anything to make regular backups and file syncs. This is essential for keeping backups of important files. SyncBack is the most fully-featured program I’ve used to do this. You just create a task profile to make regular backups of specific files or directories. It has tons of other features and will help protect your data from hard-drive failure, etc.
  • Time tracking of tasks – When you freelance you need to be able to keep track of how much time you spend on a task in order to properly invoice for it. AllNetic Working Time Tracker is the best application out there for doing so. When you start a task you can access a small pause / stop / restart button from your task tray that will help you track the time you spend on specific tasks.
  • Text editingEditPad Lite is the best tabbed text editor. Tabbed is the way to go since you can open and edit multiple files.
  • Image viewer / browserIrfanView is great for browsing images, taking screenshots, resizing, etc. I’ve been using it for several years. My only beef is that when you change your file associations they use the crappy IrfanView icons. That should change.

I’ll add some more of these maybe later.


04
Mar 05

Eternity in a moment

Dragonfly Jenny is feeling the existential angst that comes with living with an awareness of time, which I think everyone can relate to. What is it that we all want? Meaning? Continuance? Happiness? How do you become satisfied?

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04
Mar 05

Cedar waxwings

I was overjoyed to see a beautiful flock of cedar waxwings land outside my window. They are gorgeous brownish grey birds with little red and yellow accents and feathered crests. They are migratory so you will only see them during certain short periods of the year, and from what I’ve read they subsist solely on berries so they are constantly moving in search of food. Here is a great photo of them.

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02
Mar 05

Analogies and metaphors

Life fascinates me, people fascinate me. I want to know and understand things and thereby help fix things, remove poisons, untwist knots. But, why do I want to “fix” things? I’m not sure.

Today I have been thinking about addiction and escape. Why people cling to their addictions for fear of themselves. In composing my thoughts tying extraversion to sadism, introversion to masochism, I reread some Weininger. His ideas on sadism and masochism are profound, although in his view sadism and masochism seem to be terms of expressing duality especially as relates to male/ female nature.

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01
Mar 05

Quake family tree

All you gaming geeks will appreciate this graphic. It shows all the games that have been based on id software’s various 3D rendering engines including Quake, Quake 2, Quake 3, and Doom 3. Unfortunately, past success does not guarantee future success, so it will be interesting to see which games use the Doom 3 engine other than Quake 4. Many new games are based on Epic Games’ Unreal / Unreal 2 engine and presumably Valve Software will license their incredible Half Life 2 engine to developers. For a shape of things to come check out some of the screenshots from the Unreal 3 engine.


28
Feb 05

New Fiona Apple

fionaI really enjoyed this new Fiona Apple song, Extraordinary Machine, which I came across via the ever linkworthy Waxy.org. It doesn’t sound like her hit songs, Criminal, etc., but it’s great. It sounds like something from an old disney movie or something. It has a very catchy phrasing. Oh, just listen to it.


28
Feb 05

“Comics is about memory”

I came across a video from a French television program on comics featuring Chris Ware. You can download the torrent here.

A number of things he said struck me, namely about how drawing comics is more about how you remember things than the things themselves and how he feels that drawing comics is an inherently difficult and depressing art since you are busy drawing while everyone else is living. Maybe that says more about Chris Ware than it does comics, but it is true to a certain extent. Drawing comics means being an observer, more so than other art forms because your main task is to tell a story with words and pictures. This position as observer dictates a certain amount of distance from life and then the sense of alienation he describes as you retreat into memory and the past.

His home is lined with antique photographs and he fiddles with a phonograph while he explains the superiority of bygone times when people knew what life was really about. His nostalgia for and idealization of the past reminds me of Robert Crumb with his identical collection of ragtime 78 RPM records. In the same way, it is not his own past he is nostalgic for, but the remote past from the stories of his grandmother. Is it easier to be nostalgic for a time you never experienced? If you feel like you don’t fit in, is it easier to construct an idealized representation of a dead reality? Retreating into the past is a strategy for avoiding the alienation and uncertainty of the present. Even though the past is dead the imagination can imbue it with an almost mystical reality. In a sense, the past is the ideal framework for the imagination since it has a more definite form in the mind and can be more easily controlled as far as its meaning. The future is unlimited in possibility and in definition.


24
Feb 05

Comic gold: Aries K car advertisement

This is the funniest thing I’ve seen today. Some guy made a video advertisement to sell his ’88 Dodge Aries K car. I admire people who spend this much time and effort doing something just for a laugh.


24
Feb 05

Ashes to ashes to gunpowder

I have never read anything by Hunter S. Thompson, nor did I like the film adaptation of “Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas“. Yet, his suicide is strangely compelling. Who can understand the depth of another person’s pain? I can’t, but I can relate to the desire to have everything just stop. Putting the tragedy of the situation aside because I don’t pretend to know or love the man, I am in awe of anyone who commits suicide. Not because I think it’s cool or because I admire their decision, just because of how it goes against what seems to me a natural urge for continuance. Suicidal thoughts are commonplace, but the act itself is not. I always wonder how much thought goes into it. Are most suicides impulsive expressions of agony, or well-planned, well-thought actions? How can you ever be sure you’re making a decision you would not take back if you could?

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