yesterday

Yesterday I felt shitty almost all day. Tired, hungover, depressed for a number of reasons I won’t go into because I do have some pride. Plus I was at work which didn’t help. At one point, during the day I went outside to smoke (I smoke at work). As I was standing there waiting for some signal to feel better, I saw a small anole lizard with his skin turned dark brown to soak up the sun. And maybe even I was looking for some sort of signal I would have found one anyway, I felt like it was an omen and a message that I should stop wallowing it whatever it is I’ve been feeling. I decided that I ‘d need to take my mind of stuff and get some real sleep, start eating and try to stay busy. When I went home I laid down still in my clothes and took a nap.

A little while later Karen and Jason brought some great early birthday presents by and when they left I tried to watch On the Waterfront. I fell asleep for a bit on my chair, then I went into my room and slept for about 13 hours. The point is, today I feel a lot better.

7 comments

  1. I’m glad you are feeling better.

  2. “Hey, you lively up yourself, can you dig it?” BM

  3. Soaking up the sun is good.
    Better is good.

  4. Glad you are doing better! Let me know if you are in the market for any birthday plans. Also the offer I made before still stands–if you want a birthday cake (or pie or giant cookie or tiramisu or clafouti or pretty much anything) I am at your service. Also for any other birthday-related food needs that may arise, e.g. dinner food. Just let me know!

    In case no one has said this recently–thanks for doing this web site. It really is a great source of information and interesting stuff. And easy on the eyes to boot.

  5. Glad you are doing better! Let me know if you are in the market for any birthday plans. Also the offer I made before still stands–if you want a birthday cake (or pie or giant cookie or tiramisu or clafouti or pretty much anything) I am at your service. Also for any other birthday-related food needs that may arise, e.g. dinner food. Just let me know!

    In case no one has said this recently–thanks for doing this web site. It really is a great source of information and interesting stuff. And easy on the eyes to boot.

  6. sorry about the double posting, my bad.

  7. When all else fails, anole lizards and geckos do have such a cheering effect!

    Have been out of the blogloop for a few weeks; happy to catch up on some good reading at your site. Thanks! (^_^)